I’m Transgender – answers to all kinds of questions
How are you getting your face so smooth with no facial hair? I bought a laser hair removal device on Amazon for about $300 that I can do at home daily and takes about 12 weeks to work In the pictures I take, I have makeup on, so that hides my stubble a bit after […]
Peace of mind. (toes)
Shaving should feel like worshipping your body. I think if shaving feels like a task, you’re doing it wrong. Or you shouldn’t be doing it at all. Waking up shouldn’t feel like a task. It should feel like an act of worshipping your life. We create change in our lives through the things we make […]
I hate the obsession
Planning will not make me feel betterI’m afraid to lose a sense of spontaneity that my ego wantI’m afraid I would never reach my goals if I don’t work tirelesslyI know that’s not trueMy shadow is telling me to not do this in a wayI’m averse to thinking about BriarAnd also averse to not thinking […]
The NBA professional edge
Watching NBA basketball is fun for me Especially the highlights Watching the finesse, power, and talent, they have going on It’s easy to then look at college players, G-league players, and basketball social media influencers and be like, “why aren’t they in the NBA?” I find it easy to get in that mindset From my […]
I’m always afraid.
Tarot: High Priestess I’m afraid to lose my money to not get moneyI’m afraid to feel into the intensity and meaning of my obsessionsI’m afraid if I asked the Universe day over day what was in store for me, it wouldn’t be Briar.I do not want BriarI wish to understand why I truly don’t want […]
Full Symbolic Expression of my existence
It should be stressful to be stress freeBeing chill, productive, and moving in a positive direction is something I know I can doI know I am working towards it with positive directions being:– Transitioning gender– Freedom in job to do what I want to make money– Being in Seattle to grow as an adult away […]
Body positivity thought leaders
I look at media in the early 2000s when body positivity was becoming a popular conversation Heroin chic characterized by skinny bodies being beautiful exclusively And then there’s a movement for people to feel good about not living up to extreme beauty standards but still loving and accepting themselves They don’t need to develop eating […]
What do you see?
What does it look like? How does it make you feel? Does it remind you of something you’ve seen before? Does it remind you of her? Does it remind you of that time? You know it’s been 2 years ago now That’s a long time That’s a long time for me That’s a long ways […]
I used to think
I used to think being successful was about being busy Having so much to do that I can’t keep up with it all Having so many people romantically interested in me that I really felt like I had a great choice Having so many clients want to work with me, that I could have high […]
Music and vaginas
I was watching a cool video on YouTube about the history of music In the video, they mention that notating music was something that homogenized culture in a way It meant that the songs and music became almost an object Something that someone could play on one side of the world the same as they […]